She showed me the scar on her arm
She said "I don't recall where that one came from.
So think of that now
'Cause you're holding back some pain
And you think it won't end but it will
When you have time to fall apart."

I'm thinking of that now, I'm slumped in bed
I want to eat licorice all day, black and red
And I don't want to get up and go to work
But I will
'Cause you can be so strong when you have to, and -

When I have time to fall apart
I'll figure out what made this start
How I let you in
And you got so far
You did not ask to
And you did not push that hard

One fake smile can last for hours
My work's done with hidden powers
My boss wants the chart, so I hold it out
And I'm holding it holding it holding it in and

When I have time to fall apart...

BRIDGE
Well I'm not all there, and I'm not all right
But I'll be so useful until tonight, and

When I have time to fall apart